But after every game, whether we won the game or lost the game my girlfriend was there to say ?Good game honey!? I would then tell her whether I was fed up with how I played or if I was actually happy with my personal performance. I can tell you that she did in fact helped me realize that the game I play is based upon how well I feel and how much I want to win. I knew that inside if I gave it all my effort, it didn?t matter if we won or lost the game, but how hard we played the game. So she told me that she loved me even if we lost, but that I would have to be happy with my performance only if I gave it all my effort.
(Getting hyper as I say this and as you read this.) So stop wondering what love is, make it what you want it to be, and stop wondering about the impossible, try figuring out how you may possibly come one step closer to reaching your dreams…! Well? Are you just going to sit there and read this, or are you going to continue thinking of how things can become what you want them to be? (If alone, try standing up… Repeat to yourself this next line.) I?m not going to let life get the best of me, I?m going to put as much life into my years as possible! (if you don?t believe it say it once again, just to please me since you have read this far and are a little excited, since you are now standing up… Right!!!?
Right now I am living a life that is full of happiness because I am with the girl of my dreams for a little over a year, and I hope to let it continue for as long as possible. She may want to let things go in a few directions at times, but I don?t blame her. This is because as you are reading this paper you should begin to summarize how stupid a person could have been to get bit by a dog, and then later on in the same year be bitten once again… and not let it slow him down. But I know for a fact, nothing will slow me down, things may turn me around, but I will fight them and go where I want to be, since right now the girl of my dreams, who will still remain anonymous, for her sake, has the biggest VISA sign written across her lovely smile.
If I have not learned anything from my experience of touching just the tip of the iceberg or love, I learned that your greatest package of love in a person can also be your largest upset as well. With several arguments behind us, my girlfriend and I have become a little stronger and become a little closer as lovers. It may be hard to think that the person whom you love the most can also be the person to inflict the most amount of harm towards you.
I am no longer a little person, I am very big at heart. That is the most important part of growing up. When it comes to loving someone, don?t try to love them with just bits and pieces of your heart, but love them with all your of heart, unless you aren?t meant to be together, then you will just play around and get burned in the end. What I am trying to say is that people shouldn?t play with other people?s affections, that will make you a cruel and hurtful person. But don?t be fooled, some people play with other people?s hearts and or minds because they may not have received all the love and affection they needed as a child.
In relationships, you will go so much farther if you live your relationship without fooling around, and lying to the one you love. How do you think they are supposed to love you for who you are if you lie about who you are to them? I wouldn?t expect anyone to lie to me, because they just belittle themselves if they lie about who they are. I would not lie to someone about who I am just to get something I want, I would prefer they know the real me, and if they do not like it they can grow up without it! If we live our lives to the fullest, love with all our heart, and treat people as if we truly are equal, then you will live a happier and healthier life.
So stop what you are doing and ask yourself this next question! Does my lover know me for the real me or the me I pretend to be? Along with that question you can ask your lover what they love most about you, and you can trade answers with them to see what your lover is like, and don?t let them look away from your eyes, because if they are lying then they will look away time to time or maybe they will do some type of little twitch to hint that they might be lying.
So right now you can feel proud of yourself if you have lived your own life, and not pretended to be anyone you are not. By the way, you should be proud of being yourself, and not try to always fit in by doing as friends do. Because of you being yourself you will be noticed and liked for being you. So with this information don?t try to say you are a smoker, or an alcoholic, or a bad person, you are who your heart says you are, a real person, so don?t forget it!!!
Well, I won?t tell you who you should be, if you are proud of who you are you will live your own life. But my life is like so many other lives in the way that I found my happiness in time, and that I learned many lessons which helped me become an even better person. That is why I am happy to be in love with the person that I am in love with. The easiest way to let you know of why I am so happy to love this wonderful girl is that I feel the words I Love You, hit me once she enters the same room as I am sitting in. To this moment she happens to be running through my mind as I type. Well, so I don?t take up any more of your time I?m just going to close my thoughts with a few small pieces of information.
1) I am going to live life the way I see fit, and it is the life of a king, since I am on top of the world when I feel all the love in the room flow between her lips and mine in a heavenly kiss. 2) We smile as we hold hands and relax in the summer sun, or the winter snow, or for the love?s sake, the springs showers which bring flowers that empower us to smile frivolously to each other and ask ?Isn?t this pretty?? and the other person replies ?yes you are… I mean yes it is!? and 3) Don?t give up on happiness and love, they will come once you let things flow and gradually put our hands together to show the ways of your guiding light, and therefore your thoughts will be your thoughts, and your thoughts only! So smile, be happy, and live your life with as much life in your years as you have had years in your life!!!
Jeff Ketcham